Hey, would you come with me? Let's go for a trip!
For all night, I thought about this--I just couldn't get them out of my head. I was, and I am, so eager to go for a trip! I am tired of being "myself", I am tired of my life, I just want to take a leave and go to somewhere else, somewhere unknown and different, and beautiful; I have a long list of places which I want to see, if possible, I even want to have a tour around the whole Earth!
Yeah, I am crazy. I know the old saying that the scenery is no much better in the distant land. But should I be crazy for just once in life? I just want to take a short leave of the present.
Don't you want to take some trips, too? Then come with me. I invite you.
True, it would be more crazy when I realized that I don't even know you too much. We met via the cable, by an accident of "hacker". Then we talked since then. That's all. It has been for about one year, is it?
I just know a little about you. Well, you have graduated this year, two grades senior than me. I bet you must even know less about me. You were less insightful, or careful.
We've talked a lot via the cable, that's a fact. But did you ever realized what we talked about? You just concerned on yourself, you merely needed someone to talk. Well, you may argue, but that's what I've see. I don't blame you-- people are too lonely in today's life, so are we-- I just want to tell you.
But I do trust you to be a good person. You know, I hardly trust a person; I don't even trust the world. But now I tell you, I trust you, I choose to trust you. I clearly know that while I doubt you, you doubt me, too. But both of us are just ordinary people, not angles, nor devils. Both of us may be not that good, but we can be good. You won't destroy the future and happiness of an innocent, will you? I won't, too. Then may we trust each other and go for a short trip. I may be crazy, but I never lose my rationality.
OK, since you're so "un-insightful", I may tell you something about me on my initiative. I've seldom been out my hometown, actually I don't even go out my campus very much; I have little contact with people, nor do I have many friends; I might be a little erratic and depressed sometimes--I'm quite comfortable with myself being like this-- Well, I mean, that the structure of my thinking and viewing may be some different from what you usually know. But at least I think I could be good companion. Hope you will be comfortable about that, too. Hey guy, take it easy, you're almost alien to me, too. That's fair, and might be interesting.
You know, that I really want to come to your place and to see the great mountains. But it's a little too far away for me to travel alone in order to get there. And there's beautiful scenery around my place as well. So the best plan is that you come to my place. Hey, you said last night that if you had a week vacation, you would come. Were you kidding or serious? Well, please consider it in real earnest!
Don't know how much courage it has taken for me to make the decision and write to you? Hope you could be brave too, for once.
Happy every day.
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